Some days are better than others..

September 29, 2008

Sadly Grimrott is gone from the music neighborhood and now I have all the responsibilities of head producer again. Which is a good and a bad thing my album is getting done  but it’s ok  time is one of those things that can make or break an album. I’ve just be doing all the things I can for Soulverse and the crew I recently posted all the stuff I could on youtube and there is tons more video. Sometimes I really love and wish that I could have more time to do what I need to do music wise. This is why I look up to Doughboy from L.O.E faMILY Wreckers those dude have there right idea just like Faceless to bring it all together for Southwest hip hop, The people and the talent that we have in this area is so fucking amazing that it makes me wonder how come we aren’t already famous by now. Today is a good day and by the end of the night after I do my home work then I will be happy to say I’m all almost done I’ve posted some of my stuff on Soundclick and on  my space so check it out tell me what you think drop me a line if you want to get some beats. I can’t wait to start making beats again that like a big addiction that everyone loves. I love making beats  and making music and writing movies.

chilling fresh for 08

chilling fresh for 08

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check out the music

September 27, 2008

03-the-dreams-of-reality

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The way things go and are….

Hello world! I’m stuck at work should have called in but I’m a sucker oh well  thats how it goes i guess last night the radio show was awesome as hell Dj Hoss tore it up and we went clubbing so my head feels like i got shot in the face with 100 bullets but oh well I got wasted and it was fun. I’ve been working on my album and that takes my time sometimes its so annoying  because I want to be  done with it and do it right but I just kick back and get high and get lazy and thats all I do. besides work and go to skool I just make beats but I’m afraid to part with them.  I love my mpc and all the things that have to do with music

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doing it live for the las cruces this weekend is gonna be dope!

September 26, 2008

Today if friday so much stuff is going on this weekend the Enclilada fiesta, the Feelgood festival with Josh Martinez and Faceless and all of those guys and the Oktoberfest in alamo and I’m still  broke

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This is all very funny to me

September 25, 2008

This is all very funny to me how many people try to misrepresent our culture and all the things that the Southwest stands for. People that aren’t from this area seem to romanticize on what it really is. The beauty of the desert and the sun and the fact the nature is all around us might blind their eyes to the real truth about the magic of what the people in this area stand for. I love how people come to this area  and think that they will automatically be accepted and hailed as one of our own.

How can they think they know what our culture is about just by reading books,watching movies, tv shows and documentaries.  It’s great how white people, and others not from here think that Mexicans are all the same and that we all think the same. It’s funny how you could live here all your life but in their one sided views we are viewed as ignorant wetbacks,day labors, gangsters or mobsters. It’s funny to live in an area where Hispanics are the majority but still some how feel like you are a minority by your own people.  I love how  white women want to be Mexican, Mexicans want to be white, or black and blacks want to be white or Mexican, I love it every day I see people by themselves trying to be someone else.  This desert has been good to us and the land has been good to us. and its time for people to shut their mouths and let it go.

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and the bullshit just keeps piling up and up

September 22, 2008

Being broke sucks, I know I don’t need to tell anyone that ever but it so does. Thanks to all those who came out to the Open stage on Friday it was very awesome to hear some new pieces I always have alot of fun at these things. Big props goes out to all of Soulverse and Justin and Carl, Phil tha Poet, and Bengeem, Antony and the Capoeria crew from NMSU  and my bean brother White Jesus Chris “Bitches” Acosta with his fiery poem about 7-11 the White Katrina a poem about white privileged Americans who try to steal our culture and act like they know more than we do just cause they’ve seen a video or a documentary on immigration or gang violence or whatever. That’s why I loved everyone’s performance and all the people that came out to enjoy it you better believe that the next one will be just as awesome as the last one was and it will keep it up and we will try to find better places and more people that we can do it with the better. The only thing that sucked is we couldn’t get the Dj to show up but with him that’s to be expected. Dude Im so tired I’ve been working so damn hard to get this album done for my solo I just have two more tracks to go I’m very excited and I can’t wait to check it out and get feedback it has almost taken me two years to put this album out and I will be happy when all is said and done. I guess I’m going to have to learn how to save my cash in order to get out of debt and do better with saving cash which shouldn’t be that hard but  I keep on spending it. Oh well trying to get Snubbed a movie I wrote almost done, The more and more I write this movie I can see this happening to someone. Lucky for me Willie is going to come back so we can start working on Snubbed and Who is Roberto (which I lost so i have to start again from scratch ) Not so good but it’s a start on the long highway. I guess I could work more overtime.. I just never get time to chill and relax maybe thats a good and a bad thing. I just want my album to be done so that everyone could hear it. We have a show The Varsity Jukebox Junkies at CODE RED CAFE in Las Cruces, on the Oct.18th I will keep you posted on more and on what’s going on in the future for SN420 productions and Djdislexican and the Triforce and all the dope groups that I am so proud to be a part of. Check out some of my new song on Soundclick. I have a couple of new ones that I am starting to break bread with.

mad as hell

mad as hell

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My Favorite beers and drinks

September 20, 2008
If I could name my son Sol I would

If I could name my son Sol I would Brasil!Ceverza

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djdislexican

September 19, 2008
the realness of dun

the realness of dun01-fly

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djdislexican telling about life

September 18, 2008

hip-hop-summit-stuff

Look into my dark eyes and my red face! looking at my normalcy the fallacies I face get out of my way and my little space
Seeing is believing believing is lying to yourself saying that you understand.
it like the guys that say I don’t mean to be rude but why do you walk liker that?
This is all crap, the fact that I have to rap to justify this little pitiful act
How old are you three? do you have to point out a list of flaws that someone has with out any form of tact. Is it just me?
Where’s your flaws, truths and facts coming down hard like and ax and your little acts  like you are sincere. its like me walking up to Ryan Sea crest and saying Dude so I heard your queer?
Or I walk up to a self conscious female and and say damn girl  you fat!
What kind of shit is that?
So you really want to know?
You really need to know?
You can stop thinking that some how I’m less of a person tho
just cause when I walk I bounce to and fro, have a little bounce in my gait
Im not racist you say I just filled with hate. What’s the big deal ? they say Can you run?
Mother fucker, stupid self conciseness assholes  I skate and fucked drink and smoke and do martial arts you got a problem lets start one. I rise daily to battle your ignorant thoughts as I rise with the sun
You don’t see my achievements or the fact that all of you can scream racism and discrimination and sexism I get this look. Up and down. up and down like my self esteem and your fake availability to care.
Well lets get this done I want to go run like you should from only caring about your looks.
Made by mtv and bet crooks
I was born premature with my frail body un pure in the year of 1983
strangled by the umbilical and lost air to the brain life was hard before it began all the same Oh  I see you want more I was supposed to be born in feb of 1984. my mother left bleeding from the womb on the floor
DEAD BEFORE BIRTH but you still belittle my self worth DEAD BEFORE I HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE
and say Im not being mean but do you think you can handle the physical labor?
Fuck you and your family and all your neighbors I’ve been working in the fields since I was 12, picking chile and onions but it funny all you see is the way I walk
all you see is the way I walk! the way I m
DO I have a sign on my head that say PITY Me Please I give a rats ass in white heaven what you think?
They say Im not being mean but did you mom smoke and drink
Never I say if you ask me again I will show how a crippled can beat your face in disarrayed, head chopped off and displayed but all you see is the guy in the wheel chair that you feel sorry for while you want to be marilyn monroe and just a hidden whore
I feel sorry for all of you! I wish you could understand walk in my shoes before you judge woman and man. Yes It might be crooked,  I might have lost air to my brain but I have come this far to let you demean and undermine my achievements as a human
Treat Me As a Human DEAD BEFORE I GIVEN A CHANCE
This is the way I was born
Keep your comment to your self
cause one day you ligaments might be torn
With your rotten teeth and bad health
and if you feel sorry for me after this poem
then I lost you along time ago and you should just go home
Get a life and move on
Im done making you sad with this stupid waste of a song!
So cry for the hungry kids in 3rd world countries  and act like you care cause you don’t living in hi def getting hi off of can air breath
And leave me alone until my death
then bury me backwards and and cry about me on the internet.
So maybe one day I can look down on you and treat you like a kid
As I look into the  crowd I see the same blank faces as if I shot you dog
or said fuck you belief in god
But I didn’t I brought you in to my world and showed you the nights that I felt like I was a monster like I was half a man because you wanted to feel sorry for me and act like you understood
Fine you won its all good
Im a disabled crippled
you happy now?
I just gave you the power
discriminate making less for hour
cause they don’t think I would make the grade
I will only go to school for one reason if the state has paid
now leave me be and go back to not caring
Im tired of your sorry looks and you girls just staring

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The Black Holed dun

September 17, 2008

Black holed dunn

For along time been an emcee, fighting Dj’s at the dmc/, the end of it all would the respect still be?
most honesty could never be made too free.
made for a charge untruly, acting like they care although they are a little unruly. stick to working on yourself im a do me. get heated but I learned to calm down cooly.
the time is now or never never is not an options,
buried yourself in your own words without books to get lost in.
if you making beats for free then then to yourself you get costin
I spit out out negativity even tough I don’t do it very often.
Things might act up but even if they do I’ve never had a problem
unless its things untrue. termintinating like I was swatzanagger in t2/
got you scared stiff like you was already in a coffin/
Slash dot e dot/ people hate us cause they don’t have what we got
shear talents to expand through the ages/ Tired of the poor life I can’t work for slave wages/
cut my fingers so many times bleeding  turning pages / While your smoking herbs Im studying them like knowing what sage is /and not francis/ I ain’t Dorothy and this ain’t kansas / People destroy themselves as well as  the planets/ tell yourself that this is what a man gets/ when acts out of line/ and get it right the first time/ if not the go back home and do crime/not to be confused with other rhymes/ Tired of holding my head down in the gutters/ I want some cheese bread and butter/ watch what you say don’t act like I can’t hear you mutter/I’m a do this track worse than your father did your mother/with out me in the game the southwest would know no other/
this rap for a my sisters and brothers/get that jelly like smothers/ but don’t get to close unless you get burned/ the rules of engagement never ever change/ shooting you in the back at a close range/on the realness as real as it gets when the beast lays tamed/  be who you are but its hurts for the false/
the world as it is for the ones they exalt/ rulers and masters to me its all their fault
my buried treasure never lies in a vault /
but deep in a conscious movement  moving forward in progression
Humans are humane they are engrained to lessen  /
Due to status or wealth
but that don’t help the common man when he looks to help/

“Cause Im a emcee cold to the core
De think what you’ve thought if you live anymore
unlearn the lies they’ve taught you before.
if not the the universe passed you by too dumb to ignore.”

Where I work is like an infested apartment
too many rats aiming to get higher up in the department
so they cut and scrape , rape and make tapes
give them to the boss to decide your fate
to all of you this goes to those you are fake
leaving your mind in the pure uncut state.
whatever happens is the path I take
you were born in the wrong time to late
for just assumptions and inclinations
people turn sides like radio stations
flee the scene like immigrant haitians
making flows expand like bush did with inflation
It’s a hard time to be  living in shame
while most of your friends just think it’s a game
the rest believe lies right out of the plane
the beauty of nature they did they’re best to mame/
Me and my compatriots /
Fuck you dawg if you hating this
this like drugs and the shit the lace it with
the sour taste before you’ve even tasted it
wasted with/ the official lies and the 9/11 myth
expelled like I was exploding like an ovarian cyst
Instead of drinking expensive beer and cris
you can suck my dick and drink my piss
this is for all of you and all of this
expensive to your life as a death kiss
the last illegal alien you want to mess with

“Cause Im a emcee cold to the core
De think what you’ve thought if you live anymore
unlearn the lies they’ve taught you before.
if not the the universe passed you by too dumb to ignore.”

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